Dear Corey # 9

Dear Corey,
  It's been four days since I left you up at Northeastern. I know it hasn't been all that long but I have still have my ups and my downs. I'm so frustrated and sad that you're not here but I still try my best to be positive. I try to think about all the great memories we've shared.. like right now I'm looking at the yellow leaf you found for me that is in the shape of a heart. I just want it to be September 25th already.. I want to be there in your arms... there in your bed cuddling with you and there just looking into your eyes and kissing you. I miss your warm hugs and your tender words and the way you make me feel so safe and loved. I know you love me and you better know I love you. It's just really hard. I always wonder if your thinking about me.. or if you ever feel weak sometimes like I do. Or am I just feeling this way alone? I want to be in love with you forever and I hope you do too. Thinking these thoughts give me hope. I want a forever with you and I'll do whatever it takes to make that happen.

I'm fighting for you boo boo & I love you very much

Love always,
Taryn xoxoxoxo

Dear Corey # 8

Dear Corey,
   This is this first day.. with me living without you. I must confess, I feel very lost and lonely. I don't know what to do.. I don't know what to think.. I don't want to eat.. I don't want to do anything. I hope you're having fun up in Boston.. I really do. Unfortunately for me in CT... I just need a few days to decompress. I miss you like crazy.. and it hasn't even been twenty four hours. I know we'll make it.. I have no doubt.. but without your physical presents here with me.. it just feels like someone ripped my heart right out of my chest. I love you so very much... and I cannot wait to reunite with you in twenty days... which feels like a life time.

I'm trying to stay strong for you boo boo bear...

I love you always,
Taryn xoxoxoxo