I can't believe that it's already October and you've already been gone for a month. It's wonderful and sad at the same time. It is becoming easier everyday.. I'm beginning to get used to you not being around. (As much as I don't like it) The days are getting shorter and the temperatures are beginning to get a bit chiller. It seems so weird to think that we really didn't know each other at this time last year.
I feel like I've known you all my life. I don't think that I have ever felt so close and connected to someone before. Of course both have us have been in longer relationships before, but there's just something about you that I feel like everything just makes sense.. like there's no other answers I should be looking for. I believe what you tell me because I know that you would never do anything to hurt me. As we are approaching our one year anniversary next month on the 17th, I started to realize how lucky I really am.
You are nothing short of amazing. You are always trying to make me smile and make me happy even in the hardest of times. You always try to be there for me, even when you physically can't.. I appreciate everything that you do. I've never experienced someone like you and I don't think I ever will. You are one of a kind and I never want to let that go. You have made this indecisive girl know exactly what she wants in life. Not only just wanting to be with you forever.. but what I want to do as a career and how I want to be as a person when I get older. You have helped me be stronger and happier. I have people from my past tell me that seeing me with you is the happiest they've ever seen me in my entire life so far.(I think that says something) This time apart from you is showing me how much I want to be with you and how amazing it's going to be when it's just us.. together.
I love you so much honey bunny, xoxo
Love always,
Taryn
